I’m back! (I think)

It’s been quite a while since my last post. I got distracted with tumblr and then just went off the internet altogether. But, here I am again, about to try to catch you up with what’s been happening!

I moved houses last month after housesitting at a farm for a friend. It was gorgeous there, though looking after a family’s worth of chickens by myself for a week… lets just say I’m not overly fond of eggs at the moment…

I also hate rams…

I’ve also decided to create stories from a few vivid dreams that I had a few weeks ago, in accordance to the ‘scribing’ that Loki had me doing in the dream I had last year. 

On a more serious note, I’ve been learning to recognise and manage my anxieties better. To make it easier to keep up with, I’ve dedicated any exercise I do to Odin, while I’m dedicating training my mental discipline to Sutekh. It’s made it a lot easier so far to get out of bed, since I’m not doing it just for me anymore.

Anyways, I’m hoping to keep you all up to date more often! 🙂

I want to do something I love that helps people.

And right now, that is being a witch for hire. It’s a bit cheesy maybe but some people just don’t have the space, time or desire to learn enough to do spells and stuff for themselves, so I might as well do it for them.

For the next two weeks (until Nov 25), my services will be limited, but free (unless that gets abused). So if you want a spell done or a charm or whatever, just contact me via my about page and I’ll see what I can do for you 🙂

I will not do:

  • Love spells
  • Death curses

(List is subject to change at any time)

Butting in…

OK, here’s what’s happening.

I’ve almost got this Kemetic thing down (and by that I mean I’m treading water rather than drowning now). Everything seems fine. And now Odin has shown up and demanded I pay him some attention. So now I’m finally using all the little things I bought for no (then)-apparent reason, like the raven earrings I bought and the valknut necklace I bought cause it looked cool (didn’t know what it was at the time). And I realize that He’s always been there, in the shadows, waiting for me to notice Him. Even when I was trying to focus on Kemeticism, I could never resist buying anything that had something to do with Him or Norse paganism in general.

And since I’ve let Odin, apparently Loki thinks He can butt in as well. I had a pretty vivid dream that, broken down, I’m pretty sure means He wants me to a) Feed him, and b) Write for him.

What is it with gods wanting me to write!? Seriously! That isn’t even your domain!!! Is it? I’ve never heard of it being Your domain… If anything that’s Odins domain. WTF Loki?!

A bit of a catch-up

Wow, I haven’t been here for ages. So here’s a breakdown of what’s been happening.

I’m doing work experience for extra benefit money (yay) at a place called Road Materials.

We supply things like hi-vis gear, wet-weather gear, hard hats, socks, some really random stuff… So I hope this will help get me a job, though I don’t think they’ll hire me at the end. As much as I like working there, and I’m pretty good at it, they don’t really need me. Until I get a job though, it’s a pretty good way to pass the time and my anxiety plays up less. Most of the time.

I started the Kemetic Orthodoxy (KO) beginner course to see what KO entailed properly. I’m not really big on organised religion, so I’m not sure where it will take me, but let’s see.

I’m about to buy the Wild Unknown tarot deck. It is gorgeous and I will need a lot of practice with it (read: I’m doing free readings).

I’ve been getting the urge to write many different stories, and have lots of characters creating themselves in my head without my permission. Also, I have the urge to read tarot for everyone but myself. I wondered about this briefly and had Djehuty flash through my mind (cackling a little). Thinking to myself “but what if that’s just everyone talking about Him getting to my head?” Then Ptah flashed through, so now I’m somewhat confused. And curious. He’s a creator so I guess writing makes some sense, but tarot? I guess we’ll see.

Had a discussion about monolatry with Josh, which I shall talk about later; it deserves its’ own post.

I guess that’s about it for now, that I can remember. And now that that’s done, I can post again ^__^

A freaky dream and tarot readings!

I haven’t posted in ages but there hasn’t really been a lot to post.

A few nights ago I had a dream where my two flatmates were with me and their 9/10 month old in a buggy on a beach (For ease I shall call the husband Bear and the wife Minx and the baby Cutie). The beach wasn’t very wide and had a tall retaining wall. The two were talking when Bear very quickly ‘teleported’ out to the horizon and back and resumed the conversation. The waves suddenly got bigger and bigger and closer. I told Minx to get up off the beach, to take Cutie fast. She wasn’t listening to me though, just talking with Bear. Then it was too late and as she was about to turn to go, a massive wave washed over us, up to our shoulders, pushing us up against the retaining wall. It subsided fairly quickly and Minx got Cutie out of the buggy and he was fine, not even crying, just spluttering a little. Then there was another wave, and another and they didn’t go away and it pushed me into Bear, who knocked his head against the wall, getting a small cut on his cheekbone. At which point I woke up.

I am a wee bit freaked out by this dream and if anyone can interpret it, I would be grateful.

Also I have started doing free readings on tumblr to practice! I got my first two today, which was a bit exciting, I don’t usually get asks from strangers, it’s kind of a nice feeling 🙂 If you’re on tumblr com help me out! Just flick me an ask with Private/Don’t care and Question/General and a spread you would like (optional) and I will answer it between 7pm and 9pm (NZ time) the day it was received! Or if you aren’t on tumblr and want to help me out anyways, send me an email here:

And I will get back to you as soon as possible!

Do you think I should make a special page for a tarot readings contact form?